January 21st 2022
I wanted to write down lots of cool stuff about what’s happening here to me, but tonight I had a dream about the girl I still love (just a coincidence? I don’t think so)…
Therefore, just be okay with some pictures and the lyrics of a song I wrote today during a short blackout.
There’s a land where you go when you’re sad and you know that it’s bad to recall the memories
But I can’t get you out of my head, there you dance to remind me of what I lost and what I had
And I try to go there, though it’s hard to convince myself when you were the ray of sunshine of that place
You know I miss your everything and now I kind of understand all those love songs on the radio I used to hate
It’s been a long, long goodbye and it will be longer I know
I can’t just stop loving you and loving you more
It’s crazy I guess, cause you’re pushing me away
While I think that it’s today our anniversary
There’s a land where you laugh and, oh boy, it ain’t fake cause it’s right next to the person that you may
Have found a lover in, a travelling companion through this life cause it gets hard sometimes but next to you I’m safe
But I think I lost the way, from late night talks to “I’m okay”s
Yeah we chat but I know you’re drifting away
You know I miss your everything and now I kind of understand all those love songs on the radio I used to hate
It’s been a long, long goodbye and it will be longer I know
I can’t just stop loving you and loving you more
I’m crazy I guess, cause you’re pushing me away
While I think that it’s today our anniversary
Here’s to becoming happy for real so that if she comes back one day, I’ll be able to tell her “My life is amazing as it is and I’m already happy, but let me share this happiness with you because I think that together we can have the time of our lives best friend”
AMF (Adios motherf*****s or Adios my friends? :P)
Godyl Go! 